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[20 Jun 2005|01:31pm] |
hahaha.
if you havent added me in the past year you are probably worthless.
braindeadbritt niggas.
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[03 May 2004|04:18pm] |
if you've missed it by now you are just slow.
but once again...
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) braindeadbritt
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| NEW LIVEJOURNAL. get rid of me at last. no questions asked. |
[30 Apr 2004|03:45pm] |
alright, everyone who hates reading about my pathetic life, here is your chance.
i got a new livejournal. thanks to daniels inspiring move. so if you want to continue to read the saga that is my life and have me read your add braindeadbritt if you dont want to, then dont add me and i wont add you. deal?
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[30 Apr 2004|03:19pm] |
today was good. i worked with a funny black lady and a talky white lady and it was hilarious mostly.
got my check - 195.52 which isnt bad for only half a week. next week i will get my first full weeks paycheck. i'm paying part of my warrant, getting gas, and doing a little dollar store shopping.
talks will be made tonight about whether or not i will be getting an apartment SOONER rather than later.
we shall seee.....
anyway, good day so far, lets aim to keep it that way britt.
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| work sucks. |
[29 Apr 2004|06:36pm] |
work totally sucks.
the company i work for couldnt give a shit less about their employees.
after today i dont feel bad at all about my interview with este lauder.
chic makeup artistry, here i come.
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| dont ever do this again please |
[28 Apr 2004|10:54pm] |
d makes plans and then breaks them.
i dont like it when people make me sit around all night waiting for them and then cancel plans.
please dont do this again d, or i will have to abort caring about you and trying to make you feel better.
being sad and lonely alone never helps you feel better.
i'm betting my good set of tits that you are talking to your ex right now.
good grief.
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| my next tat. |
[28 Apr 2004|07:45pm] |
this weekend brian and i are getting matching tattoos.
what you ask?
we are getting "nick" tattooed on our asses.
this isnt a joke.
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| brian says |
[27 Apr 2004|11:09pm] |
brian says that there are miracles all around me and to look at that when i feel sad.
but i got a splinter in my finger and it hurts real bad.
that's not beautiful.
that's a piece of wood who found a home in my skin and i want it gone.
thank you to those of you who i talk to that know i feel like shit. and know i'm trying really hard.
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d promises that he wont not call when he says he will.
d promises that he will not rush into things with other girls.
d promises that he will not rush back into things with his ex.
being someone elses medicine helps me realize that i should take a dose too.
done.
i might finally be ready to be brittany again...
thank you sam, taraneh, carly, and shafer.
brian too.
really.
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[27 Apr 2004|09:58pm] |
the butterflies in my stomach turn to shit when you fib.
the butterflies in my stomach lose their wings when i look at her.
this song seems to make me feel better though. you know that yyy's song where she screams and then goes "doo doo doo do do do do di do"
good one.
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| and i knew...that you meant it....that you meant it. |
[27 Apr 2004|01:30am] |
tonight was totally and beyond excellent. riding around in the back of brians car with the windows down listening to music and singing at the top of our lungs and generally having a good time. it makes me think wow, i could have had friendships like this my whole life.
NOT that i dont have friendships like that *cough cough SAM cough* but just...it feels good. it feels GOOD for once. it feels amazing to just BE. and to have a good time. and to be around two awesome boys who make me smile and laugh and want to puke all over them.
on a side note there was this guy at the movie who kept tapping daniel on the shoulder and it was really weird. and then brian held my hand for like the tail end of the movie and sweated all over me. gross. just a joke. ha.
anyway. for the first time since michael i'm really enjoying just being in like with someone. and i'm enjoying just being me. i'm not being obsessive or freaked out. im just in school girl like and LOVING every second of it.
done.
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| update 1000004. yes, i'm THAT bored. |
[26 Apr 2004|04:13pm] |
break me in baby
crush me bad
walk my way baby
take my hand
tell me you'll kiss me till the end
make me, make me your latest trend
take your eyes off her
and put them on me
i'm so much better
baby cant you see
check out these curves, tap into this heart
i dont see the finish but baby, lets get to the start...
empty your guns baby
i've emptied mine
give me a smile baby
oh give me a sign
hurry up baby or i might get got
it's an evil trap - i just hope you get caught
that's it...thoughts?
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| you cant hurry love, no you just have to wait... |
[26 Apr 2004|01:03pm] |
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Postal Service - Nothing Better |
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so work is over ALREADY. worked with someone new today who didnt go back over everything i did, like my other trainer. and she told me that she'd be happy to work with me again.
tonight coffee (un)date. looking forward to it. a littttttle nervous, but none the less, optimistic.
i cut my knee really bad while washing my car and it hurts.
:(
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| ok this one is for real |
[26 Apr 2004|12:40am] |
so i made a post, erased and replaced it. made another post, erased and replaced it.
this one is for real.
last night was total fun. and i havent had such a good time in soo long. it was laughing for days and i havent laughed that hard in forever. i love having a reason to laugh and feel happy.
tonight went and saw connie and carla. pretty amusing, wait for it on video if you havent seen it yet. i liked my company and i liked how he looked at me every time something funny happened.
coffee tomorrow.
ive decided that it doesnt matter anymore if a boy likes me back. if i like spending time with them - do. it doesnt always work out the way i want, but damn i'm having a good time right now and i havent smiled this much in a while.
my friends are happy that i'm happy and that feels amazing.
so if you dont like me back, dont feel bad, but if you do, dont hold back cause baby i'm ready.
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| to elaborate |
[25 Apr 2004|03:22pm] |
my mind is spinning.
had a really good, emotional uplifting last night.
i laughed harder and longer and more than i have in i cant even remember how long.
got to sleep next to someone, which is always comforting, especially when that someone smells excellent.
anyway.
that's it.
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| into denton we go...or something? |
[25 Apr 2004|10:45am] |
so yesterday morning i wake up at 5 take my mom to the airport and go back to bed till like, 4. call brian and wait for him to get off work.
5 o clock rolls around and i roll my way out to Dallas and hang out with brian and daniel for about....a million hours.
daniel was supposed to meet some girl in denton ((he met her on MYSPACE - PRICELESS)). So we head out there. only for heartaache though because she was fat.
who would have thoughgt that someones my space pics werent anything what they looked like!
so then we just wasted time for another million hours while brian played the tune of iron man singing weird shit about....shit really.
anyway, that's all.
this is the most journalish entry i've ever had.
boys boys boys...there, that makes it more typical.
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| out tonight |
[24 Apr 2004|05:15pm] |
tonight i'm going out.
i dont care what i do as long as i'm out.
the work week is long and hideous and if i cant live it up on the weekend, what can i do.
also = in other news - why do all the hot ass myspace people live in california?
anyone know?
-britt
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